Someday

it’s just as I suspected
time changes nothing
only etches these lines
deeper into my face

someday I’m going to do something
someday I’m going to surprise them all
someday I’m going to refuse this
and no longer breathe these toxins

I may not be the strongest
but this heart can carry
a world of hopes and dreams
and I’ve stood against the wind

someday I’m going to let go of these tears
someday I’m going to fight back
someday I’m going to see the sun rise
someday I’m going to feel alive again

words break my heart
and seduce me still
but I cannot fall again
not after all the times before

someday I’m going to stop regretting
someday I’m going to fight my guilt
someday I’m going to see life as good
someday I’ll find the strength to be myself

someday myself will be good enough for me

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